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This memorial website was created by Deborah . in loving memory of Patricia Ainsworth. Patricia was born on 01.01.1960 and sadly passed away on 01.01.2004 at the age of 44.  Patricia is missed greatly by family and friends and will be remembered forever.

This year marks the third Anniversary of the passing of our love one, Patricia Marie Ainsworth. On November 21, 2004, God decided to take her home. Pat had struggled with breast cancer for two years and now...her suffering is over. This website was created in order to keep her memory alive. 


On November 21st,  please light a candle in her honor.


If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see.

If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me

I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today. While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand

And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we had shared, and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized, that this could never be, for emptiness and memories, would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, From His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity, and all I've promised you." Today your life on earth is past, but here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last, and since each day is the same way, there's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful, so trusting and so true. Though there were times you did some things, you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven, and now at last you're free. So won't you come and take my hand, and share my life with me

So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart, for every time you think of me, I'm right here, in your heart...

 

 

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TOO SOON - I LOST MY SON ON NOV 9, 2007, TO CANCER AT AGE 56, SO I KNOW YOUR FAMILY'S LOSS FOR SOMEONE WHO HAS SO MUCH LEFT TO GIVE . WE THINK IT'S TOO SOON, BUT MAYBE THERE'S A MASTER PLAN THAT IS LAID OUT FOR EACH OF US WHEN WE'RE BORN. GOD BLESS ! - from DORIS KELLY

Too loud - Your music is too loud. Scared the crap out of me when I went to your page. And it's not because I had my speakers turned up. Your music is too loud. Turn it down. - from Doug

GOD BLESS YOU - I WANT TO OFFER MY HEART FILLED JOY OF KNOWING THAT THERE IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ANGLE IN MY CORNER NOW! NOT THAT I EVER MET THIS SPECIAL PERSON HER EYES SAY IT ALL !! MY AUNT PASSED AWAY TWO YEARS AGO FROM BREAST CANCER AND I KNOW ONE THING, GOD IS EVERLASTING AND WITH ANGLES LIKE OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN HEAVEN WHAT ARE WE TRUELY WORRIED ABOUT!! JUST LIKE GOD SAID ASK AND YE SHALL RECEAVE!! AND SHE DID AND GOD RECEAVED HER INTO HEAVEN!HOW BEAUTIFUL ONLY IF OUR HEARTS COULD FEEL THE SAME! UNTILL THEN THEY WILL SAVE A PLACE IN HEAVEN FOR US!! BLESSINGS, MARK A. POWELL MEMPHIS, TN - from MARK A. POWELL

Missing You - Hey Pat - You are in my heart. I miss you so much. I hope you and my dad are behaving yourselves up there. Tell Landon, I love him and miss him. I wish I had a chance to say good bye. Seems like just yesterday we were on Cartwright enjoying some good ole' chit'lin's....tell my Quebie & Homie hello and I miss them so much...There's not a day that passes when I don't think of each of you. - from Krista Rucker

Miss you - Pat, you were more than a friend to me, you were my best friend. I've missed you everyday since the day that you died. We shared an openness and closeness that I don't dare try to imitate with anyone else. Why? Pat, you were one of a kind. I called you B & B (Blues & Beer). No matter what time of day it was, you would call me (mostly collect) smile. I could never stay mad at you for long. You were real-in a phony world. You were honest-sometimes too honest! I don't know why you chose to conceal your illness from me...but, I forgive you. I just wish I could have had the chance to hold your hand one last time and tell you how much I love you and what laughter you brought to my life. Pat, I love you, I miss you and I will never ever forget you. Your friend and cousin for all eternity, Liz - from Liz

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Carllita - Hi Patricia My name is Carlita and live in the town of Merrillville. My sister past away in the summer of 1997. My sister's name was Vernsetta, but her friends called her lady "V". Lady V was diagnose too late whith Sacradoses a form of Lupus or prehaps I should say a cousin to Lupus. She lived only a year and a few months and died at the age of 41. I consider this to be a very young age. But the good thing about your love one is that she past away believing and serving God. My sister did the same so we both can rejoice and be happy, because to be with Christ is a great gain. I always say, Vernsetta, you don't have to worry about going through any test and trials any more, but I do. I am so happy for my sister pasting away in the Lord. I hope you find comfort in these words.

kimberly c mccray - i was crying while i was writing this and i really can't say to much i just want to let you all no that my mom died from cancer when i was 4 years old and i could only imagine how hard it was on you all i will always and forever remember this web page because it was so touching to me.

Lisa - sorry to hear this.thank god she had place at home with god... love be with you and your family, baker family

Krista - Pat remember the time we were in Paris, Texas and I must've said the wrong thing to you and you thought you were going to beat me up??? That was so funny. That crazy BJ still laughs about it to this day. But in the end we all laughed cause we knew 'don't nobody mess with Pat"....you were the life of the party...not a dull moment surfaced with you around. LOL xoxoxoxox

Latasha - Auntie Pat "Tricky", I miss you and I want to thank you for showing me "it's the small things in life you should enjoy". No matter how much you have, you should be happy with it and make the best of your life. I love and miss you, Latasha